I hear you. I started with an Apple IIe and then got an original, 2 floppy Mac and was an Apple fanboy until the Mac IIc and then went Windows because I joined a PC company. I had both a Mac Server and a Windows box simultaneously when I worked at AOL. I’ve had a Palm Treo, Samsung Galaxy phone, and now several iPhones and lots of iPads. I fully understand what I loved and hated about each platform. These days, I’m 100% Windows for my desktop and laptops, Apple for tablets and watch and Amazon for photos and music. No Alexa, no Google Home…
I totally prefer the Samsung Galaxy rate of innovation and quality (ignoring the Note incident). Apple’s iPhone is a slow follower in a lot of ways. What keeps me on the iPhone is the integration with my Apple Watch and how I understand that Apple handles privacy. I have zero expectation of privacy with Android.
My iPads are awesome and the iPad Pro is outstanding. That’s my gig. 